a lot like love

A LOT LIKE LOVE

i still believe in love.

many people dont these days.

saying that their fast paced life need not be acessorized further by the little trinkets that relationship brings to a person. eye bags from crying all night. absent-mindedness. paranoaia. emotion sometimes can be so overpowering that people become paralyzed.



i have been paralyzed by love many times. hindered to do things. but i too, have spent nights empty... nights of over-flowing booze... a litany of sins on my black book... being single was great. kissing a guy and not feeling guilty about it. creeping late into my bed and not feeling any tinge of remorse.



"why are you single?" ive been asked before and i remember lying everytime: "i just love being single. the freedom. just being able to do everything. and i haven't found the right guy yet"that was a lie. cus even in my wild nights... i really did not look merely for mister kissable lips... i wanted more than that. something a lot like love...



i know people still look for love... and until film makers dont stop making films that would make your heart tear... people will be looking and will be wanting love...