the hardest thing

THE HARDEST THING

to know what you have to do, but not know how to do it... is probably the hardest thing.
to know what is right but to strongly refuse to go through with it... cus in your heart a different thing clamours greatly...

i dont know what to do.
my mind tells me to leave him but my heart knows i love him still.

you see, i dont believe in fairy tales... i dont believe in fate... i dont believe in soul mates...
what i believe in is that man makes his own destiny... man maps out his own life...
and no matter how different or wrong you are for each other if you want to keep on going you can do it... nothing is perfect in this world... God didn't make us perfect, he made us imperfect so that someone else can make you whole...

right now i feel empty...
right now, im alone...