so long...

SO LONG...

time doesn't seem to come as easy now.
today i woke up and decided to close my eyes again and go back to sleeping.
i have lost my weekends... my afternoons... my own time...
since i started working at LAPID.
i dont hate my job...
i do like it there...
despite the pay...
despite the people in it...

i, however, miss my life.
simple things such as this...
i feel as if that i inhabit in a world where colors zoom in flashes of lightning...
if you go slow, you'd get zapped by the speed...

i dunno how long of this i can endure still...
i dunno...

ps. remind me to tell you about the most depraving moment of my career...