confusion

CONFUSION

i have always wanted to go to this place...

but when i saw it, i almost didn't wanna take another step into it...

i guess there are places that look better in brochures...

that place was one of those.

the pictures were beautiful...

i knew someone who's been there, she said it was great

but how come i didn't like it?

bon's been there before

i almost had to drag him out...

almost wanted to cripple him

so he couldn't come back for more

but now that he's back,

why do i want to go there?

am i tired?

am i just curious?

am i wanting more?

but if i do...

how come i push him back?

i dunno...

i guess some things are much better in dreams...

this sure was