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what hurts the most

WHAT HURTS THE MOST

i love that song... these past few days i have been playing a number of overly depressing songs just to put me in a contemplating mood. i guess we do make ourselves crazy sometimes...
that's what i love to do. sometimes i catch myself repeating scenes in my mind and imagining it hapenning all over again... that makes me cry!

and now that i think of it, what the hell was I thinking???

thats the stoic in me i guess, like as if the pain im feeling right now isn't enough i make it even worse. nevertheless, days go by quickly now... the thought of him gone has sunk in more deeply now and im getting more used to it...

do i hate him?

if u asked me a week ago i would have said ofcourse not... that he's been a big part of my life andregardless of what happened i will love him... but today i hate him with a passion...

finally!!!! oh yes, i have finally felt the anger ive long been waiting for. people used to tell me to get out and save myself... to realize how much damage he's done, but i stood by him, as he repeatedly stabbed me and caused me much pain...

things have changed though...

this is my reality now...

i have awaken from that long nightmare...